I can not do it

I can't be completely honest as it seems. I am a bad lier so I try to keep away from that as much as possible, but I didn't know what to answer when I got this unexpected text. It felt worse than when someone says "I love you" and you don't love that person back. My answer to "I love you" that time was "Spaghetti". That was easier than to find an answer to this - so I lied.

I guess I'm just a big fat liar now!

No dating for me

I decided to try out a dating page, I thought it would be fun. But a couple of days later panic has reached my body. I'm just not girlfriend material, my heart don't have room for anyone else than my family and my closest friends.

I don't think I need to be fixed, because even if I am broken in some ways I'm still very happy. I'm not lonely, I'm not without love. I've got almost everything I need. The only thing that would be nice to have is a job.