Angry

I am angry right now. Angry at some different situations, angry at some people but most of all angry with myself.

But I'll do my best to focus on my trip to Malmö in two weeks. I was supposed to visit four months ago but I couldn't afford it. Now I've really done my best to save money and now I'm going, no empty talk, no wishing or imagining now it's for real! Only for about a week, but it's going to be an amazing week. Couldn't be anything else.

Blogger

I've been a lazy, bad blogger the past couple of months. Met a guy, spent a whole lot of time whit him, broke up, spent a whole lot of time thinking about it...I've also become addicted to going out at bars - not addicted to drinking though! Just company, music and maybe lemon water or a cup of tea. For some reason I've started to hate being alone on weekends, and hating that friends are having fun without me. Stupid, I know.

But that's my life right now and as long as it doesn't hurt me it can't be so bad? Ok, it kind of did hurt me when I went out while I was sick. But I'm much better now...Hm.

New energy

I finally got to sleep through the night without any interruptions! It feels great, well it would have been nice to have woken up earlier, but in my defense I didn't get in bed until 4 in the morning. And I woke up at 14.20...

At least I feel rested and very positive about everything - I feel great!

Now I'll amuse myself with some make up tutorials at Youtube.

How could I be so lazy?

Ok, first of all. I just got my first comment at this blog and it made me very happy. But I got it about a month ago...Yay me.

If you are here reading don't be confused about the English...I'm Swedish and speak Swedish most of the time, but I can't not mix in English here and there. I also speak Greek sometimes but only with Z. Oh Z, she's coming home soon! I miss her even if I saw her a couple of weeks ago. It's a couple of weeks too many if you ask me.

One more thing before I go to sleep. If i misspell or am using very bad, strange grammar, please let me know! I do this partly to keep my English "alive" and partly to get better at writing. But the main reason is still that people from other countries that can't understand Swedish might want to know more about me. Well didn't that make me sound full of myself, which I also am, but at least one person has asked me to write in English...One is enough for me!

I'm going to a meeting tomorrow and it's already tomorrow so I should try to get some sleep...

Nighty night!

Addicted

I seem to be addicted to Mr Buckley these days. <3
Hallelujah.

I'm in a

I'm in a strange mood today. A good mood, but strange and giggly. Kind of an "in love"-mood, but I'm in love with everyone right now. Pretty sure this feeling will pass soon, but I'll enjoy it for now.

I've got this song stuck in my head right now, thanks to this strange feeling.

Cheerleading

I am only cheerleading. I don't have anything else right now, but the sad part is that I don't even have enough money to pay everything I already should have paid to be on the team. The thought of that hits me to the ground every time I think about it.




I haven't paid for this bag yet either.