That's how I thought I had it.
Every thing is upside down right now. I may not know what I want anymore, but I sure as hell don't want you.
Sometimes I feel like I'm trying too hard and other times it feels like I'm not trying hard enough. I'm never in-between.
Things are really not good right now and I want to give up trying to fix things, but that's not me. Even when I just wanna lay down and die I keep fighting. So that's what I'm doing and I'll keep doing until something changes.
I got it?
